|yeah...you hate me...
||[Aug. 6th, 2004|02:03 pm]
It amazes me how long people hold grudges over stupid, meaningless things...
Ive learned I dont have the ability to stay mad at anyone. Even the people that have hurt me most in the world, i really cant hate them. Ive tired. It sucks. Well I guess its good that theres no hate, but it sucks, because I end up getting walked all over and getting played for the fool.
And it sucks that I get over things so fast, when other people dont. And you wanna fix things. But they dont let you.
Thus is life...